If i don't type down now, I might never type down later. so, let's do it..
I'm sure things would change to better or even worse than today. but then I'm ofcourse hoping fornthe best.
My life has changed a lot.. not only my life, also myself and people around me. Even my kids. They'll change even more. more and more.
What happened with me? I am really not liking the change except for the fact it has allowed me to meet different people with different personalities and able to make more friends. other than that.. not happy with this change. I feel I am not myself. where is the girl who was happy if not very happy, somewhat. carefree. bubbly and shy at the same time. I know I was doing wrong but it all seemed right. My habits have changed. My priorities have changed. Damn, even my character has changed. I had become hard heartened, I pretend most of the times that everything is alrighy when it is not. I don't know if its my fault or others. And I know nothing can be done to change everything to back again.
May be if I leave everything and go. really. but even That I'm not able to do.
why you do this to me? WHY?
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